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i made this because i just really wanted to make a cute little blog of some sort, but its just mostly me ranting and crying about random stuff, hi friends!! :] my silly channel.
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Please just understand that, if and when it happens, I don't mean any harm, I'm just having a rough moment, and everything will soon be OK.
Things aren't good. For me, at the very least. Suicide and self harm are on my mind, more frequently than what it used to be. I feel helpless, and doing this I'm just screaming into the hopeless void. Reach out? already have. more than I need to. one more word and I'll ruin almost everything. I must stay silent, and I feel like doing that I'm ruining even more things, but silence is so much better than letting it out. Because almost no one understands my actions. no one besides one person will ever know whats happened to me, why im like this, and why i make the choices i make. I feel like puking. so please, if you're reading this, any one i may know, be kind to me. You don't know my situation, and honestly I don't want to tell you right now. it's hard. It's not something I want to share and reaching out at this point is uneffecient. If you find this, please, don't tell anyone else. Just keep in mind that, I, am sorry. None of you deserve to apologize to me, and I never ever want to hear another "sorry" from you guys again. Any apology spoken will be from my own words, and not yours. I just wish you understood. I want you to understand. <